Friday, June 23, 2006

Please pray for me ....

I just wanted to log on for a few minutes and post instead of sending out so many different emails. I hope that if you read my blog that you will say a prayer for me. I have had a horrible day! My cousin who is 34 and she was pg (in her fourth month) died today. They think it was her heart but have sent to find out for sure. I also found out my great grandmother is very bad and they have called hospice in. I am a worrier - I worry alot! It is something I fight daily and am trying to gain victory over! I don't deal well with stress NOT being pg so being pg makes it worse. I really do not believe I will be able to handle a funeral and that makes me feel even worse! My mom says I have a baby to think about and if I can't it is okay.... please pray for me and please pray for our family. My cousin leaves behind two children and Terry her husband not only lost his wife but his unborn baby. I KNOW God knows - I know there is a purpose but may I see it.

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

I will pray for you right now as i head off to bed....do what you can, and if you can't handle it don't do it....

Christy said...

Thank you Kristina. I appreciate the prayers. I am much better today. I just keep telling myself that when God breathed life into us he knew when he would come to get us.... it was her time. Regardless of a young age of 34 and even being pg. He could have been saving her from something here. I just am trying to be positive in such a hard situation.

Stephanie said...

Hey Christy.

My heart just hurts reading this. For you and for her hubby and kids. Praise the Lord that HE is in control and knows what HIS plans are....I always try to remember that in tough times.

I am praying for you and your entire family for these 2 situations.

Take care of that little baby that is growing in your tummy....pay attention to your feelings and intuition..DO NOT IGNORE IT...GOD gave that to mothers for a reason!

Love ya girl!

Keep us updated.

:-)
Steph

Christy said...

Thanks Stephanie... they have the body back and so the funeral is thursday am. I am not sure I can go. I am so emotional over this. I just cry and cry... trying to not be so upset b/c of my baby. They called the family in this morning b/c of my great grandmothers condition. Its all just so much at once is whats hard for me I think. I feel torn like I need to be there but then again I feel more at ease not pushing myself and making myself go and such! Thanks for praying for me girls! I normally am pretty strong and my emtions are so strong being pg.

Gwen said...

Christy.....I'm so sorry for your loss as well as everyone involved. Please know that I am lifting your family up in prayers! My heart goes out to everyone. Please take care of yourself and only do what you can handle. Your cousin and grandmother would want you to take care of yourself and your baby first. Hugs and if you need anything let us know.

Jennifer said...

Hi Christy! I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for you and for your family. I am learning so much lately about God's sovereignty. Your perspective on the situation is so great. We just never know what God sees that we don't.

Thanks for stopping by my blog, and, of course I didn't mind! Blessings to you today and that sweet little thing God's growing in you. May you feel His peace surrounding you.

Stephanie Wilson she/her @babysteph said...

I am so sorry to read this about your family. Even though it is hard, you will get through this! I will keep your family in prayer. It is ok to grieve, and good for your soul. Remember that He promises the sorrow may last for a night, but Joy comes in the morning.

Anonymous said...

Omy! I am praying for you right now! And I will be in continuous prayer for you and your family. This is soo hard. I'm sorry this has happened, hang in there.

Christy said...

Thank you so much ladies. Its been a pleasure reading your blogs and getting to know a little about you. Thanks for visitng me!

Unknown said...

I am still praying for you.

Christy said...

Thanks Amanda! Got your email and the bible verses.. thanks for sharing your experience with me!

Jennifer said...

Hi Christy, saying another prayer for you and your family. Rest in His loving arms, that's where He wants you to be. Blessings!

Brenda said...

I will be praying for you and your family.

(Found you through Texas Gal)

Take care of yourself!

Kelly Lynch said...

I will be praying for you and your family. That God give ya'll the strength you need, when you need it and that His loving comforting arms envelope you when you need to rest.