Sunday, April 30, 2006

A Desireable Friend...

I read this from my friend Veronica's blog and I absolutely loved it. God has been dealing with me for a very long time on the love of being a friend... a friend He would have me be. I am so thankful he has put Godly women in my life and influenced me with some of the most fabulous women ever! I love you all and you each have your own special place in my heart... you all bring something different into my world of friendship! Thank you

Seven Good Signs of a Desirable Friend

1. A desirable friend tells you the truth in love. "Faithful are the wounds of a friend, but the kisses of an ememy are deceitful" (Proverbs 27:6)

2. A desirable frind gives you sound advice. "Ointment and perfume delight the heart, and the sweetness of man's friend gives delight by hearty counsel" (Proverbs 27:9)

3. A desirable friend refines you. "As iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend" (Proverbs 27:17)

4. A desirable friend helps you grow in wisdom. "He who walks with wise men will be wise, but the companion of fools will be destroyed" (Proverbs 13:20)

5. A desirable friend stays close to you. "A man who has friends must himself be friendly, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother" (Proverbs 18:24)

6. A desirable friend loves you and stands by you. " A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity" (Proverbs 17:17)

7. A desirable friend is a help in time of trouble. "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, one will lift up his companion. But woe to him who is alone when he falls, for he has no one to help him up" (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10)

Do you have any friends that have any or all these qualities?

Thank you Jesus for my friends! I'm blessed!

Friday, April 28, 2006

... family

I am so excited... I am off for a trip with my family for the weekend.
About twice a year all the women in our family get together and take a trip. Last time it was to Branson and some of the girls weren't able to go so we are going again this weekend. I absolutely can not wait!
My cousin, Angela is having a baby and is due in June. Please pray that we don't have too much fun so the little guy won't try and come early.
Also, my mom never misses church on Sunday (which I don't either no matter where we are we go to church) because she does both Sunday School and Childrens Church but this weekend --- it is her weeend! She is going to get away all weekend long and pamper herself & have a great time!
I won't be blogging again unless it is late Sunday night so you girls have a great weekend!
Kristina, I will be praying for your father in law and Veronica your mom!
Amanda, your on my list as well as Gwen!
I pray blessings for you all this weekend!!

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Do I ever feel horrible... I have reread some of my blog entries and one day I am up on the mountain and the next in the lowest valley. Man, I could make myself depressed by reading some of my entries lately! For all of my blogging friends I am so sorry - I am thankful you are still with me. I've had so much change going on lately both physical and spiritual. I think today I finally got it..... change is good. It is not always a bad thing...

I think of it like this, if I were to have gotten saved and never changed I'd never grown so I'd not be where I am today. God has been using change to get me out of my comfort zone and weeding some things. He has been calling me out of some things and away from some things.... please pray that I accept change and am obedient in all things. Even when it concerns people in my life.

I know now why the battles that have gone on this week! I wrote about that battles we face and how we are never alone! I had it heavily on my heart and couldn't get it out in writing for some time. I finally wrote my blog entry and released it. Then Tuesday and Wednesday were horrible days because of different battles going on. I know now exactly why.... today the Lord confirmed we will be starting a visitation at church once every other week and also a young converts class. This is something a friend and I have been talking about for a while now.. even felt led to do but never took action. I have prayed about these things and a friend has the same burden on her heart. My dad is the pastor and I just got off the phone with him, he confimed they are both a go! He and others are excited about a fire that seems to be stiring in some of us! I knew if it was totally God he'd confirm it. These are the reasons the devil was fighting so hard this week to cause division. He didn't want the unity and the zeal to win souls! I've always had a heart for teen girls. When Jeremy pastored I had my class of girls and I adored them. I know God has called me to reach out and I pray if He can use me in some small way to begin this class I wanna be used. It isn't for teens so it will be different! More change priase the Lord! I do not want to be a teacher, I just want to lead them to His word because His word has all the instruction. Too many times Sunday School becomes a certain format and a 'routine' - I pray this will be a study and we can just dive into His word!


It will begin on next Sunday morning and our first study will be Matthew. I know the Lord will bless as well all study His word together. Our visitation will begin May 4th and we are welcoming all who would like to join us.
Please pray for us because I know some of you know what is it like to knock doors. You win some you turn some away. I am not afraid to share Jesus but do know some are shy. I pray God will speak to some of those who may be because I believe those are some times the ones who run from that calling. We all have a work to do and I just want to do all I can. Our church is an older congragation and we as younger christians need to be about the Fathers business because if not what will we leave the generation behind us ?

Thank you Lord for confirming your will and also for giving me peace that change in my personal life is good. Thank you for your blessing and most of all your love and friendship. Father, there is no friend like you! I want to thank you even for the seasons in my life when some things come and then some things go. Help me to accept that even when it concerns people I love. Once again, thank you for my husband. He was sent to me straight from heaven and is the most precious person you've ever give to me. I do not say this prideful but humble that you gave him to me to share my life with. Jesus, I love and adore you!

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tuesdays Treasure...

I know today is "Tuesdays Treasure" but I am not going to write about it tonight. I just found out my great grandmother is in the hospital and she has CHF. She was 99 years old on Saturday. Also, I know now why God gave me the blog post he did lastnight and why I was able to write about it! I've had one of those days... I don't want to give the devil victory but the Lord for preparing the encouragement before the battle...

Today I have found myself in a battle. A battle mostly between what my flesh wants to do (which is speak out)and what I know my spirit is saying (just pray and give it to God). I was told something today that upset me very much - infact is hurts. You know, that ugly word called 'talk' that woman can easily get caught up in. I am not going to go into it for there is no reason. I have prayed and ask the Lord to show me what to do and you know, sometimes we are to do nothing. I am just going to praise Him that even when a battle is raging He is my protector, He is my true friend, He can defend me. If you know anything about me, silence is sometimes hard but I am going to have the victory!

Thank you Lord that you love me and you have made me who I am and I do not want to be anyone else. You have always shown me to be proud of who I am in you. Help me to let this anger go and move past how I feel. I know you gave me the word you did lastnight to share because you knew what I'd be told today... you knew before just like you knew what they had said about Paul. Thank you once again for my husband who is always an encouragement to me and warms my heart! For my friend Amanda who goes to prayer and stands on my behalf. Lord I stand in the gap for her tonight and pray against any medical condition she may have. Heal her body and bless her family with a new baby. Lord, you have a plan for her life and she is willing to do what you have called her to do. Thank you for her obedience and willingness to serve others. I praise you that there are still people who are real and who will not waver in this world in which we live in today. Thank you for your blessings and thank you for the trial for it is in them that I grow closer to you... I love you! Amen!

Monday, April 24, 2006

My friend, You are never alone!


Well, I read John 1 lastnight and tonight I am reading chapter 2. I think this bible study is going to challenge me! I do not have any problem praying and talking with the Lord, but I always need to be in His word more and studying more that I do!

I have something I have been wanting to share and it has been heavily on my heart. I heard a message that my dad preached this weekend and WOW... all I can say is WOW. It was very encouraging to me. I knew I couldn't keep it to myself and I've thought a lot about how to share it with each of you.

I have gotten several emails from friends and I have even gotten phone calls lately about how a battle is raging and it seems your all alone. Some of you feel like you do not even have friends you can trust and call upon in times of trouble! I have been there my friend. Whether it be within yourself and your own heart - a spiritual battle, a battle within your church - division and strife, with a family member - maybe a husband or wife , a child or loved one who is depressed, a friend who has let you down, a situation at work that has left you miserable --- regardless we all face battles... what we have to remember is we are never alone! We aren't the only one who faces what we go through and when we feel we have no one to turn to to encourage us, inspire us and befriend us - we really do have someone! That someone is Jesus!

You see, In Exodus 17 Moses thought he was alone! He thought the people would stone him, but he cried unto the Lord and the Lord heard and answered! All the men had forsaken Paul as he stood for the gospel - they had talked about him through out the city and ruined his reputation, but the Lord was behind the scene encouraging his soul! I John 4:4 says "... greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world." When Abraham stood to offer Isaac as a sacrifice he didn't stand alone - Peter was chained in the prison and he wasn't alone. Down the road was a prayer meeting going on! Joshua was sold into slavery and God knew exactly where he was! In Exodus 3:12 God said "... certainly I will be with thee...." Job had not one but three friends forsake him and yet he wasn't alone. Romans 8:31 says " What shall we then say to these things ? If God be for us, who can be against us."

My friends you can finish the race.... we are never alone! We don't have to face our battles alone! We all have a desire to have someone to count on, to encourage us, to help us climb the mountain or walk through the valley, but He did give us someone! There are times we feel persecuted, forsaken and defeated but the Lord stands for us! 2 Timothy 1:12 says " For the which cause I also suffer these things: nevertheless I am not ashamed: for I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is able to keep that which is I have committed unto him against that day."

I just want to encourage you! You do have someone you can count on, someone you can trust completely. We can run the race and fight the battle... God is always with us, leading us on! The victory can be ours! Romans 8:37 says "Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us." If you need a friend, someone to pray for you please let me know. I am always here for you!

Saturday, April 22, 2006

I've been tagged...

Girls, I have been tagged by several of you and so I have finally had a little bit of time to sit down and pass this along. Sorry its a little late. My husband just came by to grab some clothes for yet another night away.. he will be back tomorrow afternoon and I am excited! Pray for me, I am adjusting to change in schedules!

Here are my six weird things about me ....

* I LOVE ketchup on my macaroni and cheese

* I am anal about my house being clean.... yes, I know... strange way to put it but I can not stand a messy house. I am not a pack rat and it bugs me for me not to deep clean every single week! This is a huge adjustment for me since working this past month! Pray for me really, it drives me nuts.... My husband is wonderful to have been helping me but its been two weeks since a deep cleaning... I am going cRAzY!

* I can not for any reason get dressed first -- I have to shower, do my make up, hair and then dress.. I can't get out of this routine.. no way!

* Whenever staying in a hotel I have to check out the sheets after turning on the light to make sure nothing is crawing around..... it is a must!

* I get my nails done and my finger nails and toen ails have to match! I can not have one color on one and not the other - even in the winter when I never have on sandles or flip flops!

* When we park our cars in the driveway they must be straight.... I can't stand for people who part all different ways and for those who park in your yard .... oooooh no.... (hopefully none of you do ha ha)

Okay so I was honest.... I now wanna here some weird things from Amanda, Michelle , and Laura
Hey there everyone! Hope you are enjoying the beautiful weather we are having! For those of you who don't live really close I hope you are having sunny skies as well! Today was a little warm but not too bad (YET)! I hope this finds you all doing well....

I wanted to send this email and let you know I have some exciting news. No ladies, I am not pg hee hee! I will be sure to let you all know when I am, but I wanted to invite you all to join my friend Amanda and I as we begin a bible study together! I have given a link to her site for you to check out and learn more about it. She has information already out there to tell you about what she has been led to do but I know would answer any questions you might have!

I know some of you who read my blog also visit hers as well. Some of you I know adore her as much as I do. Amanda has become a dear friend to me over the past several months and more importantly she is an awesome encouragement, inspiration, and prayer warrior. There have been times that I had something going on in my life or had a situation arise that I needed someone to talk to --- someone to simply just pray and she was there for me. I have also found some times when people do not know alot about the situation (details) or maybe the parties involved it is a sure way to get honest advice so that it is simply that and less of an opinion. Amanda loves the Lord and seeks with her whole heart to serve Him. I know that you'd enjoy this opportunity for her to minister to you but for each of us to minister to one another.

I do believe this is a calling on her life. I feel that we each have something the Lord would have us to do and it is important that when we feel Him tugging on our heart or asking us to do something that we do it. Some might say it is simply a blog or how in depth can you be when it is online? God will use any tool to speak to someone! Please join us as I know you will be blessed. Take this opportunity to meet a new friend, dive deep into the word of God and challenge yourself as you learn more about our precious Savior and the promises and truths He left to us!

God bless you all,
Christy

Friday, April 21, 2006

Another Miracle~




Isn't this picture priceless ? Even more priceless - the hand of God! While in SC we got word that our dear friends would be having Gabrielle Faith.... Little did we know that she would be born rather fast and with a heart beat of only 1 - Yes, 1... God took over and praise the Lord she is beautiful and doing just wonderful. Heather is now doing fine as well but continues to recover. Please pray continue to for her. I thank you all for your prayers. This is Jo-Elle Grace admiring her new little sister... you can see the smiles on the faces of both daddy and sister!

God is so awesome --- the blessing he pours on us all daily... I know some of you who read my blog do not know our friends but I had to share with you the goodness of our Lord. For those of you who do I thought I'd share the update! When Tim sent these pictures to us today and I just gave God a little more praise for taking care of us all and his miracles are never ending.. thank you heavenly Father!

This is her.... Gabrielle Faith....


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Showers of blessings...

Today in SC God has blessed us with showers of blessings.... We weren't able to go to the beach yesterday so we had planned to go today. I guess the Lord didn't want us to visit because it is raining here. I was disappointed but I found out that we are returning here next year for a week long trip! I am already looking forward to it! It is very beautiful here!

Jeremy preached another great message lastnight... "Anointing Jesus". Many times we hear of the anointing that Jesus gives to us. We ask so many things of Him and even expect! This message was very different... something I haven't heard before! We must anoint Jesus.... we must praise, worship, read and study Gods word... serve where we need to serve, do what He has called us to do... live as he has called us to live.... Anoint HIM! It is time that we stop asking what He can do for us but what we can do for Him. Others know when we have been with the Father. It not only shows in our talk, our walk , our testimony, but we smell like Jesus when we have met with the Father.

Another point the stood out to me and I will never forget is this - no one but you knows the price of the oil.... No one but you knows where you have been, what you have felt, your hurt and pain, your sorrows, what you went through to get to your Heavenly Father! And none of that matters to you once you reach His feet.

I tell ya, we met with the Savior of the world lastnight! He showed up in the house! Thank you Jesus! My prayer is that I will wake up daily to anoint HIM! I want people to know I have met with Him, I walk with Him, I talk with Him, I want to smell like Him!

I hope at the end of this week or the first part of next week to share with you my experience over Easter.... The Lord began to do a work in my life the week before Easter and it has forever changed me! I am praying now for liberty and the words I need to share it with you... please pray for me. I hope this testimony will minister to someone in need.

Thank you friends for praying for me, Amanda, you bless my heart! Veronica, thank you for covering me in prayer. I am so humbled. May I be the friend to the both you that God would have me to be. Thank you Jesus for friends!

Monday, April 17, 2006

Hey Everyone...

Greetings to you all from beautiful South Carolina... we had a wonderful trip down and both we enjoyed our flights. Jeremy and I both love to fly. My grandfather was a pilot and the airport manager here for several years. If he were here now we'd have an awesome time. Mom tells me the stories of how they'd fly every Sunday afternoon.... oh how I miss him! The stories never get old!

I have just sat down to post this to you and lost my previous post. I guess I need to hurry this time! :0)

We had wonderful services yesterday. God is so good to us all! Jeremy followed the leadership of the Lord and preached a message yesterday on Hell. I know, I know, some of you are in shock! A message on Hell on Easter Sunday morning. Remember, some people only attend church two times a year -- Easter and Christmas. Jeremy told me what he was preaching and I was a little concerned I will admit but when he began to share with me what the Lord had to say I began to rejoice. His main point was that Jesus carried our sins to the cross, bled and died so that we might be saved... he arose on the 3rd day so we could miss hell and make heaven our home! I can't begin to tell you how we rejoiced - several came to rededicate while others came for the first time. There was one young lady they had been working with for two months and she finally nailed it down~ I tell you, there is nothing more precious than seeing someone kneel down at an old fashioned altar and accepted Jesus Christ. All of heaven rejoices!

Tomorrow we will be driving about 2.5 hrs to visit Myrtle Beach and I am so excited. Jeremy and I have been to the beach several times but never to this part of the country. I won't be soaking up any sun in my bathing suit, but I will enjoy the beauty of Gods creation and the gentle breeze! We hear it is fabulous so I hope to have some pictures to share with you when we return on Thursday.

Please pray for my friend Heather. She goes in tomorrow night to be induced to have the baby. I was a little disappointed when she called this morning... I was really looking forward to being there but when she called she said if she waits it would be another week. Pray for her! I know things will go just fine! She and Tim are great friends and Jo-Elle is going to be such a great big sis!

I trust you all had a great Easter and a wonderful time with your family. I missed being away from mine but I know we are doing the Lords will! I thank you all for your emails and posts! I enjoy my blog and my blogging buddies SO much! I love you all!

Take care and I will try and post again tomorrow evening~

Friday, April 14, 2006

~Easter blessings to you all


There were several things I wanted to share with you about my week but I was unable to do so becuase of time this week. I hope to be able to do soe next week. I had an awesome experience I can't wait to share with all of you -- I will post next week all about the blessings of my week!

I just wanted to wish you all a very blessed Easter weekend. I am so proud to be going with my husband to SC for the weekend. He will begin a campmeeting on Sunday morning and it will end on Wednesday night. I hear SC is beautiful and I can't wait to see it for myself! I hope to have access to a computer while I am gone - if not I will catch up on Thursday when I return. Easter is the celebration of the resurrection of Christ. The bible teaches that because he arose from the grave he became the first fruits offering of the resurrection. This means that because he conquered death, hell and the grave, we too have victory! I hope that as we all dress up, color eggs, attend the church services we will remember that this day is really about what Jesus did for us. My prayer is that those who will be attending services for maybe the first time this year or since Christmas many hearts will be pricked and hearts changed forever through salvation! God bless you all my friend.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Sorry....

I know - I have been really bad at blogging here lately. I have had so much on my plate and its no excuse! There are times I have so much to write about and time - others it is like I am clueless as to what to say and time runs out on me these days. I promise to do better. I know some of you are faithful to visit me daily while others haven't as often and I know why - :0) I haven't been doing much blogging.... I will post tomorrow... promise! I hope you all had a wonderful Wednesday and I will visit you all tomorrow. Veronica, thank you SO much for your beautiful prayer but most importantly because it was from the depths of your heart. I know that when you pray those prayers are bottled up and God will answer them in HIS timing... thank you for praying for me. That is special when someone cares enough to go to God in prayer for you.... I appreciate you so much. Amanda, thank you for being such an inspiration to me... in the midst of your business for being my friend and taking time to send those emails that remind me of where my answers are! You're such a blessing! Ladies, I thank you all for being my friend! Stephanie, haven't heard from you or Faith much lately..I am praying for you... Kristina, your great... I hope some day I am half the mommy you are! :0) Thanks a million for all your hard work to make my blog fabulous!

Monday, April 10, 2006

Do you believe in Easter ?





Edith Burns was a wonderful Christian who lived in San Antonio, Texas. She was the patient of a doctor by the name of Will Phillips. Dr. Phillips was a gentle doctor who saw patients as people. His favorite patient was Edith Burns.One morning he went to his office with a heavy heart and it was because of Edith Burns. When he walked into that waiting room, there sat Edith with her big black Bible in her lap earnestly talking to a youngmother sitting beside her. Edith Burns had a habit of introducing herself in this way: "Hello, my name is Edith Burns. Do you believe in Easter?" Then she would explain the meaning of Easter, and many times people would be saved. Dr. Phillips walked into that office and there he saw the head nurse, Beverly. Beverly had first met Edith when she was taking her blood pressure. Edith began by saying,"My name is Edith Burns. Do you believe in Easter?" Beverly said, "Why yes I do." Edith said, "Well, what do you believe about Easter?" Beverly said, "Well, it's all about egg hunts, going to church, and dressing up." Edith kept pressing her about the real meaning of Easter, and finally led her to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. Dr. Phillips said, "Beverly, don't call Edith into the office quite yet. I believe there is another delivery taking place in the waiting room.

After being called back in the doctor's office, Edith sat down and whenshe took a look at the doctor she said, "Dr. Will, why are you so sad? Are you reading your Bible? Are you praying?" Dr. Phillips said gently, "Edith, I'm the doctor and you're the patient." With a heavy heart he said, "Your lab report came back and it says you have cancer, and Edith, you're not going to live very long."Edith said, "Why Will Phillips, shame on you. Why are you so sad? Do you think God makes mistakes? You have just told me I'm going to see my precious Lord Jesus, my husband, and my friends. You have just toldme that I am going to celebrate Easter forever, and here you are having difficulty giving me my ticket!"Dr. Phillips thought to himself, "What a magnificent woman this Edith Burns is!"

Edith continued coming to Dr. Phillips. Christmas came and the office was closed through January 3rd. On the day the office opened, Edith did not show up. Later that afternoon, Edith called Dr. Phillips and said he would have to be moving her story to the hospital and said, "Will, I'm very near home, so would you make sure that they put women in here next to me in my room who need to know about Easter."Well, they did just that and women began to come in and share that room with Edith. Many women were saved. Everybody on that floor from staff to patients were so excited about Edith, that they started calling her Edith Easter; that is everyone except Phyllis Cross, the head nurse. Phyllis made it plain that she wanted nothing to do with Edith because she was a "religious nut". She had been a nurse in an army hospital.She had seen it all and heard it all. She was the original G.I. Jane. She had been married three times, she was hard, cold, and did everything by the book.

One morning the two nurses who were to attend to Edith were sick. Edith had the flu and Phyllis Cross had to go in and give her a shot. When she walked in, Edith had a big smile on her face and said, "Phyllis, God loves you and I love you, and I have been praying for you." Phyllis Cross said, "Well, you can quit praying for me, it won't work. I'm not interested." Edith said, "Well, I will pray and I have asked God not to let me go home until you come into the family. "Phyllis Cross said, "Then you will never die because that will never happen," and quietly walked out of the room. Every day Phyllis Cross would walk into the room and Edith wouldsay, "God loves you Phyllis and I love you, and I'm praying for you."

One day Phyllis Cross said she was literally drawn to Edith's room like a magnet would draw iron. She sat down on the bed and Edith said, "I'm so glad you have come, because God told me that today is your specialday." Phyllis Cross said, "Edith, you have asked everybody here the question, "Do you believe in Easter but you have never asked me." Edith said, "Phyllis, I wanted to many times, but God told me to wait until you asked, and now that you have asked." Edith Burns took her Bible and shared with Phyllis Cross the Easter Story of the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ. Edith said, "Phyllis, do you believe in Easter? Do you believe that Jesus Christ is alive and that He wants to live in your heart? "Phyllis Cross said, "Oh I want to believe that with all of my heart, and I do want Jesus in my life. "Right there, Phyllis Cross prayed andinvited Jesus Christ into her heart. For the first time Phyllis Cross did not walk out of a hospital room, she was carried out on the wings of angels.

Two days later, Phyllis Cross came in and Edith said, "Do you know what day it is?" Phyllis Cross said, "Why Edith, it's Good Friday." Edith said, "Oh, no, for you every day is Easter. Happy Easter Phyllis!" Two days later, on Easter Sunday, Phyllis Cross came into work, did some of her duties and then went down to the flower shop and got some Easter lilies because she wanted to go up to see Edith and give her some Easter lilies and wish her a Happy Easter. When she walked into Edith's room, Edith was in bed. That big black Bible was on her lap. Her hands were in that Bible. There was a sweet smile on her face. When Phyllis Cross went to pick up Edith's hand,she realized Edith was dead. Her left hand was on John 14: "In my Father's house are many mansions. I go to prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself, that where I am, there you may bealso." Her right hand was on Revelation 21:4, "And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes, there shall be no more death nor sorrow, nor crying; and there shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away."


Phyllis Cross took one look at that dead body, and then lifted her face toward heaven, and with tears streaming down here cheeks, said, "Happy Easter, Edith - Happy Easter!" Phyllis Cross left Edith's body, walked out of the room, and over to a table where two student nurses were sitting. She said, "My name is Phyllis Cross. Do you believe in Easter?"

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Three things Thursday...

Hey everyone.. I got this idea from Gwen... I thought it was really neat... I've been so busy with everything lately I feel like I am not able to write in my blog the way that I would really like to... its just an adjusting period for me and I hope that it will pass!

The Three Things Thursday this week I'd like to share..... The Three R's.....

The first one is Restoration..... Machele is my favorite buddy at work! I have known Machele for a very long time. Infact, we went to church together for many years... while both of us drifted and weren't where we needed to be with the Lord we were never really 'friends'... of course, we went to church together, school together and there was even a period I liked her little brother, but we weren't ever close. As she puts it, I was the so called christian snob who wanted nothing to do with her rebellion... however, I was not even where I needed to be... I just thought I had it all figured out! If the truth be known I was much worse off because I knew I was playing games and played them well -- she was simply living her life and was never pretending! To be honest, in the past year we have just sat down and began to build a friendship and let me tell you, God has one again blessed me with a precious friend! You see, God changed me heart and I am growing closer to him daily... I have learned to be real and love how I truely need to love.... this past year, she has gotten her life nailed down and is serving God with her whole heart and soul .. the best part.......... we are in church together at my dads and we are friends! It is simply a bonus I get to work with her --- now is Jesus is the center of our friendship. I don't have to live with the guilt of not befriending her anymore... Thank you Lord for restoring and for her friendship.... Help me to encourage her in her walk with the you as she has already been so encouraging to me this past week with the things I have faced. Help me to pray for her and for what your will is for her life! Bless her according to your will with the desires of her heart... Bless her Lord as she tries to serve you! Thank you Lord for restoration and allowing us now to be friends. In Jesus Name, Amen! God is a God of Restoration...

By the way, Machele is a different Michelle than my friend "Life with a Teenage daughter".... didn't want to confuse anyone!

The second one is Rotation... please don't anyone laugh at this one...:0) It is all they have been talking about all day long. Infact, at a few minutes after 11:00 today Machele started to listen to the radio and the warnings on the net. Just shortly after noticing what was going on we ran for Alma... we were headed to the Pool'e cellar! Not long after we were there it was fine -- we went back to work and finished our day... however, my dear husband is stuck in Dallas airport and has been all afternoon. The good thing ... God can turn anything around! It appears he will be heading home on his flight in just a few minutes... he will be here in an hour and I am patienly waiting being able to go and pick him up (yeah right) .. I can't wait! I just want to Thank the Lord for always being in control. No matter if its a mess we have got ourselves in, we may be having a bad day, our bills could be later, the dr says its cancer, the weather is ugly and the cells are rotating... God can turn it all around.... no matter what storm may be passing thru our lives --- Gods in control!

The third one is Relaxation.... whew....... I can't wait for this weekend. My husband and I are going to just enjoy each other. As you already know he has been in GA since saturday and I have to admit, I was a little uptight. This was my first week ----- alone! I have to say this... I don't know if I did too well. I was ok til bedtime so I didn't stay alone! It is going to take some getting used to from time to time when he has to be gone without me. I was surprised and releaved to find this week though that one of my friends Brandi, she hates being alone too. Don't get me wrong, I do not mind being alone and doing my own thing ... but at night when the sun goes down and its time for bed I can't really fully 'relax' without him there. Is that crazy ? Is anyone else that way ? Lets just put it this way, I hope God calls me home before he calls Jeremy OR we go in the rapture because I have had a time adjusting! It will not be impossible but gotta get used to it ! :0) I am ready to kick back and enjoy the weekend!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

My friends... thursdays treasure~

I just want to give God praise for all he has done for me!
One of the things in my life I treasure most are my friendships. I have some of the greatest friends God has ever blessed someone with.... and he chose me! Thank you Lord for putting some of the most fabulous women in my life....

God has blessed me with friends I can share my laugh with, cry with, and love whichever it may be... friends I can talk to or be silent... friends I can shop with, scrapbook with, or have a great conversation sitting at dinner..... friends I can be who I am, who believe in me and have faith in who I shall some day become... friends I have shared my deepest secrets or great fears.... friends I can trust, rely on and friends who comfort.....most imporantly, those who share Jesus with me... we pray together, learn together and grow together....

YOU are my sister in Chist, my friend...

Whether we indeed are very close or far apart, you are in my heart - Whether I have known you for a minute or a million years.... I love you!

For those of you I have met blogging... you've each enriched my life and I am so thankful to have met you...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

A little something about me...

Ok.. I haven't had any time at all today to write my "Tuesdays Treasure" so I spent some time tonight in a few minutes I had reading all my frieneds blogs.... I found this on Michelle's and thought I'd do it as well...

Tell me two things no one knows about you.......I have to smile some days I do not feel like it....

I threw away all my music that is not Christian......trashed them all.... hundred of things....


Tell me one thing you wish you could change....... I wish I would have really given Jesus my whole heart before 1997.... I was raised in christian home and I played games for many years.. I tried to ride my parents coat tail but Thank you Lord for saving me, I finally surrendered to your perfect will, I love you!




Tell me one thing you wish for....a healthy and beautiful baby girl OR boy...

Tuesdays Treasure...

Hey everyone - I haven't had a spare minute all day long. My entry "Tuesdays Treasure" is going to be later again. I may just skip this week. Thank you for the posts and emails regarding my situation. Please pray for me... this doesn't involve me directly but then again it does.. it is hard to explain. I just need to hear from the Lord and I believe after Amanda's blog today I have! I am so stop, wait and listen.. thank you all for praying!

Monday, April 03, 2006

In need of advice from the ladies...

Ladies, I have a huge burden on my heart. I do not know even know where to begin and because so many people read my blog I have to be very careful of what I say... I can not go into alot of detail but I am just sick! My stomach is upset, I have a million little questions running around in my mind, I am disappointed, afraid and have no idea what to think. I have prayed and have no answer... Jeremy has prayed about it, we have prayed about it together and still......... no answer!

I have a friend who called me to tell me something that another friend did.... she wasn't gossiping.. it was out of love and pure concern that she called.. .. she asked me my opinion and for once........... I was speachless.......... Yes me, speachless... I know the greatest thing I can do is pray ........ I know if God doesn't direct me I shouldn't say a word .... RIGHT? If you ask God to show you something particular about someone and he doesn't ......... then what ? I really need some advice....... if I think fleshly I could be so wrong... spiritually I have no answer to her question... I've asked God.. isn't that all I can do ?

I know this doesn't make much sense.. I just can't write alot about it... if God leads you, email me...

---- Help.. need advice!

Remember....

Tomorrow is "Treasured Tuesday"... I just happened to remember when reading Faith's blog entry today. This is something I too really enjoy! I hope that you will join us if you haven't already. I love sharing my heart with friends, especially about things that mean so much to me. Also, it doesn't have to be something materialistic!Infact, the things I treasure closest to my heart aren't..... they are the ones I love! Amanda (Far More Than Rubies) said something I really liked in a previous post --- people come and go but our families are forever! I can't wait to hear about your "Treasure"....

Sunday, April 02, 2006

The Heart...



"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done...." "But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You will find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I will find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there."


The surgeon left.The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged Pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: Painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis: " here he paused, "death within one year." He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You have put him here; you have put him in this pain; and you have cursed him to an early death. Why?" The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your flock or long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted, as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."

The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that boy, and You created that heart. He will be dead in months. Why?" The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has Done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."The surgeon wept. The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?" "Yes," said the surgeon. "What did you find?" asked the boy."I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.